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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Pain, pain go away.

"Everything is temporary.
There isn’t anything permanent in this world.
All words wilt.
All bodies decay.
And sayings just fly away."


So I spent my day in bed yesterday, six long hours of the same dream in different forms.
I woke up from time to time to feel a contraption, a creation much like Jigsaw would make.
My hips were bound and feet were locked.
Neck steadily fastened to my spine.
Arms not ready to leave my side.
So I lay in bed.
Too afraid to wake up and have to face that I was still in pain.
Sleep was not much better though.
This lock was still on me.
I dreamt I went to school.
I dreamt that nothing went right.
Children who seemed friends only proved my thoughts correct
and simultaneously crushed my hopes and dreams.
Try to be good.
Erase what mistakes were made,
and live like I should.
But the pain took it all away.
So I spent my day in bed yesterday, six long hours of the same dream in different forms.

Maybe this was just the pain pills.
Or maybe it was an unforgettable glimpse of a sad future.
And as I watch the storm slowly unfolding outside,
I wonder when the thunder will come.
I wonder when it will all be coming true.

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