Thursday, December 31, 2009


It was a year of laughter and tears, hugs and backstabs, love and lying.

Abigails birth April 9
San Francisco birthday Jan 21
Bush leaving office Jan 20
Parents 3rd anniversary Feb 3
Starting sophomore year Aug
Starting blog Nov
Alex talking Nov
Wisdom teeth surgery Jan
Dads tattoo Feb
Bones obssession June
New Moon with Mom and Val Nov 20

and having what I have, every single day.

Monday, December 28, 2009

So this is Christmas,

"And what have you done?
Another year over
And a new one just begun.

And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun,
The near and the dear ones,
The old and the young."

                    -John Lennon

Yes, I realize I'm late in wishing you a happy Christmas but hey, better late then never, right?

It didn't feel like Christmas this year. Maybe it was that Bethany wasn't here. Maybe it was that I didn't see Valerie. Maybe it was that I didn't get Bones. Or maybe it was that it was just not cold. Whatever the reason, it didn't feel like the season.

But I still loved it:)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

The face that launched a thousand ships,

I'm glad to have friendship and family and I shouldn't pause my life for love. 

I trust in fate.

But I know that even though I am loved and love, and my heart is full, there's always room for more.

In My Dreams,

I'm waking up to you.

Monday, December 14, 2009

If it hurts this much, then it must be love.

Though now he's gone, flown away for the winter.
Maybe when the ice melts, maybe.
Always just a possibility, always just a dream.

Back in Black,

Writings my staple,
my one hold on the last bit of sanity I have.
Having it gone for so long, 
I've lost it near completely.

My fingers hit the keys harder, unused to the feeling.
My brain works slower at finding just the right words.
My heart longs for it to be all right again. 

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


no computer for a week so it may be a while til i have blogs up, but I'll try my bessssst.